Saturday, 25 June 2011, 11:03
i ran from you bcuz i want to smile.its always nice at first, you have fun, make more friends and laugh. till a tsunami hits, leaving disaster everywhere, and i stand there crying hopelessly. asking myself why. knowing that its useless, i still can't help asking. so i went somewhere. to find my heaven. again, it was fun and laughter. until a typhoon comes and hits everything. and i stand there again, tears falling. wondering why does it all end like this? i just want to laugh. i just want to smile and live my life. face challenges with a strong heart, see tomorrow as day of choices and change. right now, all i see is the troubles ahead, like a natural disaster. once it hits, it will take a long time to clean the shit. still, i want to smile quickly. but damn politics just wouldn't let me have my way. why the fuck do you have to ruin my relationship with people? i just want to be their friend, i want to laugh and smile with them. maybe, its because i am naive to think that. never should i have wish to live the next day with laughter nor sorrow. i might as well see the next day as... a next day. |