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Sunday, 20 November 2011, 22:11
Wrath is a sin...
I dunno why sudd im so into blogging now... maybe its cuz i have it on my hp and aso the fact that no one visit this place anymore~ ANW! this week will seriously make me feel either really happy (duh im gonna be happy secilia luna is coming!!! plus gt to see masato LIVE >.
i was actually hoping to have fun at the ball on the 26th since i cnt celeb my bday on the day itself wid everyone but in the end... *sigh*.
like i said on my prev post. bday's is just like any other day. if u r someone ppl will remb and do smething. if u r nt somebody, ppl will c it as any other day... so ppl who wish me or actually spend a day with me for my bday, i realli love thm and appreciate thm alot.
i gt super emotional when my bday is near. it brings me alot of painful memories... esp the day after. ZZZ i wrote on fb, this wk will either will either bring me happiness and sian-ness... all comment abt HAP... no body say abt me bcmin a yr older...
im use to being the one ppl ignores, don't remember, the shadow... all this but im gttin more and more fed up with it... but i do knw tht thr r ppl who see me, so im not saying ALL. i am not there for ur convenience. if ppl cn still tell me ppl dun care abt thm and crap go and think b4 u say all this. there r ppl who feels more ignored thn u. the freakin world dun revolve arnd u. zzz i dun even knw wad im sayin... im just venting A LOT... arnd this period i vent A LOT... if for sone reson u cme here and read this and feel offended thn dunno wad to say le... i know ppl show appreciation towards me... I KNOW! but it doesnt mean u cn ignore me whn u dun nid me. just cuz im not pretty, talented and famous, doesnt mean u cn treat me like crap.
wad pisses me most in this world is my existence being ignored. and aso being look down on and being wrongly accused of something.