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Friday, 9 March 2012, 11:25
Not again...
its 3.12am... and wad am i doing? blogging... i mean seriously i should be sleeping now but NOOOO my mind and heart is starting to play tricks with me. IM ALRDY OVER IT. so why the hell am i suddenly thinking about the person. Why ? WHY? ive already told myself its over. its over before it started... so why do i think of him so. i actually thought i have a new crush agn but just one word of his name and i go back being totally not in love. there are times i wondered why didnt he made a move? why didnt he say anything??? thts wad i dun like abt him. when it comes to himself he goes back into his shell. everytime i gt a msg frm him i smile like an idiot. oh god help me... im over it alrdy. but why does the corner of my heart say otherwise. i nvr thot it was this diff... i thot it would just go away if you will it away. BUT NOOO... IVE ALRDY TOOK 1 FREAKIN YR TO GT OVER IT... and its slowly coming bck... i h8 this. i have this dreams of us just holding hands. i dunno where we were... all i know was that you were beside me and you smiled. and as we held hands, you sudd pulled away. our hands were onli together for a brief second. i realli do wondered wad would happen if either of us had the guts to confess... i think... the biggest regret of my life as of now is not telling you what you meant to me... i wish i can still do it now. mayb thats what my soul is telling me, tell him how i felt. and they will release the last string i held on to.